.:story of my life:. ...simplified.

2010-04-25T16:06:00.002+08:00

WAS MOVED like soooo yesterday.~!

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2010-01-10T01:27:00.001+08:00

sometimes over confidence can bring greater disappointment

sorry for i disappointed you my dear ones.. i hate myself this very moment!!

2010-01-10T01:21:00.003+08:00

DEAR GOD.
YOU ARE THE ONLY ONE I COULD ASK FOR GUIDANCE.
BE MY GUIDANCE N GUIDE ME THROUGH THIS DIFFICULT TIME RITE NOW.
COZ I CANT STOP MY TEARS FROM COMING OUT AND FALLING DOWN MY CHEEKS.
I HATE MYSELF FOR HATING THOSE I LOVE DEAR MOST.
OPEN MY HEART N BRING ME PEACE, MY DEAR GOD.
I NEED YOUR GUIDANCE OH-SOO VERY MUCH RITE NOW.

GUIDE ME GOD!
-NUAIMAH BINTE MOHAMED SANI

2009-12-31T17:35:00.002+08:00

Happy 2010!!
2009 was great with u guys around giving all the care and support to me and my family. Losing someone very close is hard indeed and need time for the heart to heal, thus i do not want to lose any of our friendship that we had build up, may it be this year 2009 or for many years. I hope this care and support continues coz we human beings really need it in life. So i would like be the first to take this opportunity to wish all my friends and those too who will be taking their major exam, be it PSLE, O lvls and A lvls in the year 2010. All the best!

I will not waste too many time on updating blogs.. coz i'll just update on facebook with lotsa photos that can b easily uploaded and keep in touch with friends n family there too okay. hehe

Here's to a great new year ahead.
Happy 2010. (:
Best Wishes
- Aimah :D

2009-12-01T20:31:00.002+08:00

june holiday-sleeping
and the outcome is..
supplementary papers nx yr.
arrr..

8-5 in the library. dreadful.. eh no. blessful. as i felt ccomplished today. more days to come. this month is for me to buck up. Kept cursing at me for I should have done that long time ago. however if i cant get promoted,.. another year would b :(. but just look on the bright side. It could make up for all the time I had lost. Maybe the obstacles I’d faced in the middle of the year truly blocked me and hit me hard. I really thought that I would be retained, but hey, god’s telling me just give another shot..!

everyone wakes up at different time. you know what u want when u are near the edge.. it's sort of like pulls you back.

i hope my sparks wont go off like it did b4.
i finally found someone who will keep re-igniting my light. for he will always be in my heart. and i realised the truth. for time finally healed me and opened my eyes. and i will SHUT those who influenced me to be demoralised and tell me to give up. stupid me.

i 'love' the subjects i'm taking. i love, love!!

Yesterday, all my troubles seemed so far away..

December holiday – MUGGING!!!
dont turn off my light.

2009-11-13T19:07:00.000+08:00

life learning

2009-11-06T18:30:00.002+08:00

~~promotional exam~~
~~MT A lvl~~ ...
currently busy with OP OP OP OP!!!
woooooooooo. lol
come to think of it, it is good that YJ havnt releases our promo results till the end of PW.. demoralising. :( whatever the outcome is.... i shall accept the consequences. n i shall keep persevering on.

will all the ups and downs.....
i'm glad to say that
i'm still alive. :D

good luck to those taking ur Os and As!!!

2009-09-01T11:42:00.002+08:00

Yr 2009. When everything changes.
It’s hard.
i forgot who am i. I forgot what is my purpose. The worst is I forgot to believe in myself.
i forgot that i am so privilege to have my family, friends, teachers, home n school. For which they are all so close by and always been my support. I forgot to be thankful. what's that girl. I don’t know what’s going on.
God forgive me.

Give me strength and make me stand up. Make me WORK hard.
Stop staring into blank space! Think Aimah. Think.! THINK!
I do not want to be a disappointment. Though I have make lots of disappointment lately. I hate myself for hating me.

I have to contribute back to my family, school n society but how could I do that if I could not even help myself.
Just believe.

Dad once told me to have confidence. I knew he was worried whether I could go on in jc. Well. I have come this far. So just endure.
Mom told me to keep on trying. Bangkit semula.
Life has to move on so move on with it.
Come on Aimah what are you doing. Don’t b silence. I need to start interacting n foster friendship. I should join interacting club.

May this month of Ramadan be a blessing to all of us. Amin.
-dont give up-

2009-05-23T22:21:00.002+08:00

22/05
Happy birthday Harun..

2009-05-17T16:20:00.001+08:00

16/05
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUSA!!!!
love you bro.. :D

2009-05-11T11:29:00.002+08:00

sat -
had pw meeting at chong pang's macs. bought applepies for people at home.
auntie came. :) with lotsa chocolates.!
did physics tutorial the whole nite.. while sis n bros baked cheesecake for mother's day. this time i did not help out. :( i wanted too but i end up sleeping.

sun -
woke up n found out mom had already tasted the cheesecake. n yes, it was superb. well done sis. Mom, we LOVE u. lucky to have u. HaPpY MoThEr's DaY. :D
did chem stuff.. gaseous state n mcqs. slept while doin it.. haaaa.. and slept early too. sleepy head.

today - will b revising my maths for the test! on thurs. coz i'm sure i dun haf time to do that other than today.. tmr, napfa 2.4 and training for the parluuf race for which i thought i had to run 5 rounds but only for 180m. heehe. then on wed is the track n field meet for which i'm running for 4by100 n the parluuf race. thurs PE before the test!!. oh my. will b having napfa 5 stations.. this week will b physical! so let's do this!

n i shall end up coming home... to sleep. Zzzzz

-work hard people. :)

2009-04-28T02:14:00.002+08:00

*misses*

sweet childhood memories.
viewing the antique videos brings back memories that i didnt know exists. mostly good. :)
seeing myself as a child. haaa. 'nama saya nuama'

-been busy with school as usual. i wish time could just stop awhile for me to haf a good rest.
but then again, i need to work extra hard.

again, thank you all for the support, wishes and prayers.

2009-04-18T14:41:00.003+08:00

The words of encouragements and supports, visits from relatives, teachers and friends, reading posts from bng dir and kakyah's blog, knowing that he went in peace and .....

All these give me peace.
And for that, I'll hold up to be strong.
I'm glad tat i have my dear family and friends for i can lean on for support.

Ya Allah, sertakanlah diriku dengan kesabaran dan kekuatan.
amin, ya rabbal'alamin

2009-04-13T01:52:00.002+08:00

Oh GOD..

We love him, you love him more...
I will always pray for you, Dad.

My Dear Family, Be Strong!. Hang Tough!.
Help us go through with this, God.

2009-04-04T22:30:00.003+08:00

sobs~
work harder...
my comfortable zone was slow and steady..
but now i need to b fast n furious..

thurs's PE was funny.. the girls started running n so when i stood up from the bench n started to run, lili hold me back. literally hold me! and i can't escape the strong grib of her hands. hahas. i heard the guys said catfight! wat a scene lah. since i just donated my blood, she doesnt want me to run. soo caring huh. thanks lili. but i was fit to run n did run eitherway. hehehe.
id never drank soo much plain water b4.. i was like sooo dehydrating.! drink lotsa water to replenish my blood. the iron tablets are red. it's like swallowing saga seeds. haha

fri, came early to do hws.. n i realised i did not bring my geog stuff. n soo i was hoping to survive geog lecture. planning to hide in the back row. lol. but then, got to know there was no lecture as ms yeo was not around. HAH. that was just luck! i guess things(for me to forget) happens for a reason. :)
somebody called during physics tut. i thought it was from sch. n so when i called back, it was from the blood people to check whether i'm ok. the person answered my call didnt know who called me n so she asked whether i got donated blood. i said i donated yesterday.. haha. which is actually the day b4 yesterday. if she knew, she should know that i'm suffering from serious mental problem. she asked any bruises? i said no.
got home n slept dead the whole night.

n woke up at 6am..
today did my geog tut n maths assigns. heee.
sorry mom, dad, brothers, sister... for neglecting yall..

my timetable's break time is limited.. lotsa time used for assignments....
no time to revise..i need more time..
oh god, give me the strength to work hard.

2009-04-01T22:16:00.003+08:00

officially a blood donor.. yay!
it was painless n sastisfying. very nerve-wrecking.
she check my left hand for the vein. n then the right. she said right was bigger. hahas.
i was too scared to see the needle.

my face must haf looked soo pale coz many nurses kept attending to me and asking me whether i'm fine. dizzy?. and i just realised i kept blinking at them. hahas
n ya. i'm alright.

3 sg friends were with me.. and all 3 of them cant donate. wadda. haas. thanks anna for the accompany. :D and sorry ruiling. i couldnt contact or find u. hmm.

playing guitar really helped with the blood circulation of my fingers. although it hurts at times. lol. at first my hand/fingers were pale white but after awhile then i can see the redness in them. hehe

next time, i shall be brave enough to look at the needle inserting into my arm. lol

bro just msged me goodnite. unexpected. hahas. miss him la. :D

2009-03-30T20:25:00.002+08:00

nowadays, i like to laugh suddenly.. it's a way to realise stress and relax..
tatz why friends said i'm crazy.. mad.. funny.. n some are even influenced by me.. so now they're the ones who are crazy. haha. what m i saying here? i think i'm going crazy...

usually, i used up my energy during school and am just too tired to even smile at home.. i should haf just hide my sucky face.
but i guess, my biological clock haf change. i can smile 24/7. yeah right'. lol

although i am still not used to the very freezing cold lecture theatre, i'm glad my nose doesnt run like it did the first time i was in lecture.. hehe.

n ya. i know my name is unique. lol. it has lots of meanings.. and thank you for sharing with me wat my name means esp in chinese.. i heard of it lots. many version ey. love mother. girl, love or not? hahas and some even call me gramma. so.. respect me. hehe. try googling ur name and find out wat it means..

ouh soo random..

2009-03-27T22:43:00.004+08:00

I want to donate my blood! seriously!. though i'm super scared of the big needle lah. my experienced-blood-donor sis told me how it goes and hearing it was so bloodcurdling. lol

yjc blood donation drive is on 1 april. no joke.

this is the opportunity for my to save lives.

and also to get to know my blood type for free.

hahas

hope i'm well for it.

2009-03-22T22:52:00.002+08:00

wat? tmr's sch already?
i nvr felt my holiday passed by this fast b4.
guess there's no holiday for a jc student...

sch's tmr. 'YAY!'

2009-03-22T00:12:00.003+08:00

scared ninja?... u wish!

just random.. musa did this video.. lol

2009-03-21T18:53:00.001+08:00

went to nyjc today..
for GPA(gema puisi artistik) 2009.. simfoni budaya.
the sec schs that had participated were good.. it was entertaining. lol..
nyjc's LT is big.. like yjc's auditorium. hahas
guess it must b really tiring to go from one place to another coz the sch is so huge. lol

so yay. done my hws. hope i didnt miss anything out..
but still.. i need to revise for retestss..

-just b happy-

2009-03-20T20:56:00.005+08:00

yesty, took the whole day n night = 10 hours to do geog project! finally, it's done. stupid$&%^#
today, went to sch to print my project.. and photocopied 12 articles for geog logbook.
n now, just finished my geog tutorial n map..
for once, geog sucks! opps. i shouldn't haf say tat.
i'm sooo missing sec sch geog lessons for which it made me fall in love with geog... lol
geog is good. geog is lovely. :D hahas

still anticipating my maths results for which i'm sure to ----.
):

i shall now do maths...

-keep moving on-

2009-03-19T21:11:00.002+08:00

Mom is sooo funny..
she scolded $#% through sms to a person whom smses my mom's hp a chain msg. she did not know who the sms was from. i didn't know either. lol. she thought that person was making fun of her as that person was just wasting her time n her sms.. i told mum to ask who that person is but she said that the person will reply who he/she is..
and then yup, that person told who she was..... n we laughed!! LOL! coz it was my friend!!!
i takleh angks!

mom oh mom. thank god i haf u...

2009-03-19T17:58:00.002+08:00

4e7 class gathering at sentosa on sat. should i go?...
well, sorry guys. i think i'm not goin for some reasons..
niways, haf fun and miss me!
coz i'm missing you!! lol

tag me. :D

2009-03-18T20:43:00.004+08:00

hello holiday..

jc life is.... busy
mon n tues were make-up lessons..
presentations for physics sic n maths project.. done.
chem test, physics test, maths test = :(
gp, geog, maths, chem, physics... hws n muggings. i seriously need to catch up.
my holiday ≠ holiday

yesterday nite.. went JOHOR!! hahas.
watched a movie - race to witch mountain. it's GOOD!
still lotsa dvds at home that i haf not watch. no time.
ate at johor's Restaurant Singgah Selalu. where we singgah there selalu...

today accompanied bro for his medical checkup at kkh..
went to northpoint to return library books n shop at popular.. i need to explore northpoint more.. not used to the layout n where the shops are located.. it's all new!. hahas.
yay! new thumb drive!.. for PW n others... hmmm.

so erm enjoy every sec of ur holiday! :D

2009-03-15T22:42:00.003+08:00

CVD..
wow... it was fun and full of emotions..
especially meeting with dear beloved friends... thank you to those who came.
n for those who didnt. just to say, i miss you..

whole family came.. first was two younger bro in the mornin with me. coz no one was at home. mon n dad had to sent granpa for medical checkup. so they = my mom,dad n grandpa came at noon to fetch lil bros who were already bored by then. lol. they left me n went to eat outside.. then big bro n sis came at around 4+.. hahas

n yes!. 107 business was a success!.
my class did a game stall. many children played.
we sold cute handmade doggys n balloons sculpture.

wow. liverpool won. hahahas
sad right bro..

ok. i hav a major maths test tmr on sequences n series.. which is sooooo urrrg.
i hope i can do it. insyallah..
help me..

-run baby run!! don't ever look back.-

2009-03-08T21:59:00.002+08:00

missing my missing hair

hey. i cut my hair. lol
so now my head feels soo light. no need to tie up.

i'm used to having short hair coz basically i cut my hair every year..
but since i'm in a new sch, my new friends nvr see me with short hair b4..
so tmr might be weird for me. people may stare at me. lol

niways, always look on the bright side of life.. :D

2009-03-06T22:43:00.002+08:00

ALHAMDULLILAH

good job bro.. :D
it'll b my turn next.

i have come this far. Let's continue to persevere.

2009-03-05T23:31:00.002+08:00

yesterday slept at 8 till i was awaken by my morning alarm clock which it was today morning. i should haf use yesty nite to do so many things sey. luckily i had attempted the qns n not to stand during class. hahas. but oh wells.

during PE.. was a free period. coz of the camp. err. we could do anything we want to..
vicky and i kena 'scolding' for playing basketball in the court when the lighting alert is on.. but there was no rain or thunder. the sky was clear n sunny. hahas.. at least we were near shelter.
wat an experience lah..

ok ok. off to do my hws.
tmr's the release of Alvl results. good luck bro.. :D

2009-03-04T00:02:00.003+08:00

busy busy busy busy busy.
lala lala lala lala lala............
hws are pilling ups..

COME TO YJ!!.
for CVD(Celebrating Values Day)(funfair)
on 14 march 09.
one ticket selling at $10.
with values of $1 n $2..

my class will be doin an exciting games stall. hahas.

2009-03-02T00:32:00.003+08:00

I'M BACK!! camp was a great experience.
tmr sch. :(
i'm still doin my hw now.

i will only look forward to guitar tmr. :)

2009-03-01T22:04:00.006+08:00

CAMP was not totally awesome.
but it was a good/new experience.
i only love the experience.

let me just note on the good events that i could recall from camp. :D

thurs day 1
goodbye singapore. hello bintan.
Gunung Bintan was a tough one. we had to depend on the ropes to climb up/down the super steep mountain. TEAMwork was seen. care n concern too. wow! seriously exhausted but i still moved on. thank god i'm fine. hehe. some indonesian guy said 'wek cantek' to me. i was like 'maaf, maaf ' coz come on lah, i was busy climbing the mountain n couldn't make up wat he said, n he kept on repeating it. only until my friend told me wat he said, i understood. lol. i must haf looked like an indonesian actress to the guy. lol.

i seriously hate the waiting part.. so long! the tent was not set up in the sleeping area for gerls so we haf to wait... until we could finally get some sleep at 1am bintan time which is 2am singapore time... n had to wake up at 5.30 bintan time. ok lah.
i called my dad n we talked for about 7 min.. i was chatting away till i realised he was not on the other end. i called back n heard (in indonesia) that my prepaid is below $2. i was sooo shocked coz that morning i top-up n my prepaid was bout $30. then i knew that it's $4 per min. crazy! luckily i brought my bro's sim card n so i used it for smsing my family. hehe. :D

fri day2
DRAGON BOATING.. It was fun.. myself together with sywell could only go for the second round coz we got extra 2 people. hehe. our boat sinking lah!. got an ant hole. lol. team building was fun. played against ruiling's class n my class kept on winning. lol. ruiling wanna join us? 10-10-7~ yeah~ hehe. the sun was soo hot. i'm more darker now. lol.

sat day3
went to the village located alongside the sea. rode sampan to the mangrove area for reforestation. it's not muddy! :D coz it's alocated alongside a sea with moving currents. we planted mangrove saplings. the used the trees for charcoal. the view was soooo BEAutiful. brings back my sec sch geography memories. the river, coast and vegetation. sweet!
did CIP by painting a villager's house. i was the source for translation from indo to eng or eng to indo for my friends. hehe. the tips of my beautiful hair kena paint. green paint.
had treasure hunting. guo zhang left. so left me to assist/lead the class. for one station, the goat died! we supposed to pat it lah. lol. class cheer still rocking man!

sat night.
had our gala dinner. had our campfire. :D
so sad while we're having or campfire, it RAINed!!! so hectic.
wat an experience. so all our tents are wet! my towel tat i left it to dry was super soaked. lol
slept in a big functioning room in the hotel resort. wow. got air con somemore. hehe.

sun day4
i thought i was still wave1. but then got into wave2 n had to do camp recovery. ok lah. somebody found snacks that was left behind.. hahas..
so good bye bintan. hello singapore!
this time our ferry to home had a few bumpy rides. ~dizzy~
dad fetched me from the tanah merah ferry terminal. hehehe.
so back to home at an instant! yay!

2009-02-25T23:07:00.002+08:00

i went into the toilet for 'staffs only' b4.. at least it's women's toilet. not like someone who went into the guys toilet.. hahas. i felt soo 'special' by the only one cubicle in the toilet n i used it. lol...
just random..

so i'm off to bintan for adventure camp tmr! wooo. now i'm feeling the excitement. hehe.
this is my first time going overseas with sch.. n it's for camp! woooo..
finished packing my bag. yay! i'm bringing shoes n scrafs to donate to the villagers there... so i haf lotsa big bags to bring tmr... once at the camp site, i will be happy already. hehe

ok guys! bye yall.
BYE SINGAPORE!!
luv ya! :D

2009-02-23T22:04:00.002+08:00

attached to my guitar...

yeah.. listening to classical guitar is relaxing.. is like falling in love with the sound. lullaby :D
today was first practise of guitar. start to learn the basics already. hehe.
thank you manna for ur help. good luck with syf. :D

i miss my CTG... 107!!
at least we can bond again during the adventure camp! yay! all of our timetable diff since we were reallocated to diff subject groups..

today was fun!. i practically laughed the whole day.. somebody from my sg told me that someone told her that i am from....thailand!! sawadikap... lol. i think i can act that i'm not from singapore ley. i can be from indonesia, malaysia, china, myanmar... rite? rite? hahas.... i also asked someone from my sg whether he haf a twin. lol. coz the same person told me that he n this guy from my sg too are twins.. false facts lah. so now i guess my SGmates think that i'm crazy. lol. my tic tac finished for one lecture.. malay class was funny too. always been. mr said is a too nice n funny guy. it's mr sa-id. it's good that he always explain wat he says. so ya, my SG not bad too. :D boe pai boe pai. correct? lol

homeworks are 'fun'!!.. i am definitely crazy for saying tat.. hahas. at least i find all my subject tutorials n lectures interesting. :D

okay for my tagboard, somebody's spamming me la. obviously tat aimah is not me. lol

2009-02-22T21:07:00.002+08:00

guess i'll be lazy this coming week to blog..

so, let me use this time to say GOODBYE till next week. :D
and let's pray for our safety for this bintan adventure camp.

i will miss u pak, mak, bng dir, kakyah, musa and harun... my whole family lah.
i'll only be seeing bng dir for a few hours till he go back to home academy after my camp.

so good bye. :D

2009-02-21T18:16:00.003+08:00

hey.

been busy with homeworks lately..
so now i'm in subject group 12 with it's own time table.
making more new friends now.. however i still didn't get some of my group's names. hehe

yeah, i got guitar ensemble as my cca. i hope i could play guitar BEAutifully. hahas

my thighs hurts now. PE period really burned me up. i wanna feel my muscle, n now i deserved it. going down the staircases is such a pain. well, i just have to shut up and move on. SUMO. lol

will b having JC1 adventure camp next week at Bintan. thurs till sun. wow. hope my thighs be well by then. looking forward to the mangrove reforestation n visits to the local village. must be an eye-opener experience for me.

since i'm overseas next week., let me wish Shun Li(27feb) and Idayu(28 feb) a happy advance birthday. :D

2009-02-15T23:05:00.004+08:00

LOVE LOVE LOVE

7th feb
pics of parent's anniversary. :D (grab frm sis's blog)

14/feb..

Happy v/friendship day everyone.. i miss you all!!..

i wanna wish my brother... HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY!. yes.. he's birthday falls on vday.. we gave him flowers saying that it was 'delivered' earlier tat morning when he was not at home.. wooooh. he thought deeply who was it from. hahas! sis finally told the truth today. so quit playing games with his heart!. lol

also went for Danysh birthday party at changi village.. he's was on the 13th.. barbecue n cakes! wow.

15/feb

had cousins gathering(CTAU-CucuTokAliUnion) at grandma's. today is her birthday..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NENEK!

i can't stop laughing today... at grandma's house and especially the visit to MacDonald's.. lol

i am sooo bloated!..

another week of sch... here i come.

2009-02-12T21:21:00.002+08:00

woooh.. guess i'm back.. lol

lectures started this week. and today was the final day for c-wat-lectures-are-like orientation.
i got frostbite after coming out from the cold LT4. felt like ants biting the tips of my fingers. ouch.! ended the day with urrg! a chem lecture.. i hope tutorials are much better. but still at home, i did solve out the qns.. but need more practices. hehe. seeing chem lecturer from far, she looked like mrs yeo. lol. obviously i prefer mrs yeo..
i enjoyed free time during econs period. my geog notes is soo 'WOW'!
had CVD meeting... we have to plan everything, even the cost of setting up the stall! n hand in with the proposal.. miss enterprise day in yss which is less hectic.

yesty was CCA fair. chosen guitar ensemble as my first choice. i seriously wanna learn how to play the guitar.. like a pro. hehe. sec choice was library council, if i get this, i can enjoy the aircon. whereas the third is.... badminton. lol. miss playing bad with rui, shu, si, jo.....

of all of us... alex, hafiiz, chin won, rui ling, kim lei, jia min, manna n me...
why is it dominic n wei ren are the ones getting the same class... nice luck. guess they are meant to be together. lol

still.. 107 is awesome. my CTmates are seriously gorgeous! lol
one oh one oh seven!! nice number.!

ps: tag me if u are reading this.. just say HI! :D

2009-02-11T16:12:00.001+08:00

On Hiatus...

SCH'S GREAT!

2009-02-07T22:12:00.003+08:00

SCHOOL
final day of orientation was seriously fun..

i'd almost lost my voice yesterday. thank god i could save it for the final cheer. Wow, sooo compassionate! Brazhem!.. house champion sey.. blue colour house... i like! hehe

all the cheers are very catchy.. nice.

had bbq. :D my eyes were watery while i was helping out with the bbq coz of the bbq smoke. it seemed like i was crying. hahas.. everyone was high too!

so now, after 5 days of orientation, i became.... darker. the sun finally baked me. lol. oh ya, i'm starting to feel fit again..hee :D

I LOVE 1O7! the OG(some missing peps in the photo) n the OGLs . yay!..

wat a coincidence tat shu ying knew mellisa. tell me something i dunno.. hahas

next week lessons starts.. :(... :)

HOME SWEET HOME...

mom n dad went to johor while i was at home preparing dinner with siblings the whole day.. for parent's anniversary.. :D 22 yrs! did like a restaurant theme - candlelight dinner. hehe.

dinner meal course starting with

mushroom soup as the entree, appetizer- hearty garlic bread, salad course, main course- momless mom's spaghetti n lovely backed potatoes, cheese cake n ice cream for dessert and selection of champagne for drinks... lol.

me n my sis wore red shirts whereas my brothers wore darkblue shirts. each wore a name tag with a position written under the name. i was the event planner & coordinator. lol. mom n dad came home with lotsa foods, dvds n omg.. shoes! yay. hahas.. so of coz the dinner went out great!

hearty indeed! i love them! :D

2009-02-05T22:41:00.002+08:00

lucky no 7??
hi, i'm from og 107.. my register no 7 in the class list.. i was from 4e7.. n my L1R5 is 17..
7 7 7 7 7 7 7 7 7
SEVEN!!
i hope classes won't change coz i really like 107 lots!

i had lotsa fun today.. but i shall not elaborate coz i need sleep rite now!! for tmr last day of orientation. :(

gd nite!

2009-02-03T19:24:00.002+08:00

It's Beginning...

with 5 days orientation.... i think i know i takleh angks! hahahs
first day of sch was seriously tiring... my biological clock needs repairing n get use to mornings. hahas..
lotsa bonding sessions n i had to try to remember my ctg's names.. i could easily catch those with names which are like english name.. but chinese names.. need more practicing.. hehe
at least my ogl is super funny which made the day fun..
first day, i'd already humilated myself by goin on stage with one lost shoe. hahas
today was much more fun.. especially the cheerings.. at least we'd already learn the Braziem song/cheer which is preety nice. but for the sch song..???..
heard tat my ctg will b my fixed class.
at least i like my class.. but the boys are soo quiet plz.. like the china/korean boys in our 4/7 class like tat. i guess there're still shy... the girls however are soo hyper including me. lol.
all those from yishun sec in yj are my4/7 classmates except for 2 from sec5.. like duuh. hahas. still, it's great to see their faces every now n then.. miss my exsch. lol. oh ya. there are two people from my ctg who were from xishan pri.. i guess there are more.. woooo. haha

i'm loving it

2009-01-30T17:25:00.002+08:00

i had dreams, imaginations, thoughts and feelings every time I pass by yjc. How would it be like schooling there, i wondered… but now I ask, how will it be like having yj to be my school.. I say YAY!, I can now.. soon... find out.
it’s soo near! Very near… I don’t haf to waste time on traveling…
thus I can sleep more n also study more… hehe, i know, i'm lazy..

so ya, it’s a dream come true..! after all the praying n ur prayers too..

oh god, thank you for everything! I’m loving my live because of you..

sooo now, let’s begin..!!

2009-01-23T17:02:00.002+08:00

Had class gathering this noon.. met up with them at the bustop and went to kfc but they were selling breakfasts set meals thus we just split the voucher...
went to sch hall and miss rohini was the first to come right up to me and shake my hand. 'congrats', she said. haahas. she's the one who had helped me alot with my cca.. thus i miss her, mrs phua, mrs tan, mrs yeo.... i still have not thank ms ganda for making me in love with my mother tongue language though i'm still weak in it. hehe. but B3 is good for me..hahas

watch the sch CNY concert.. still the same band opening act playing the gongxifacai tune.. hahas
Ana n sha were a bit late n since the concert wasn't soo wow-ly, we went to eat kfc....
was fun meeting with them once again n listening to them chattering away. heg..

i'm working at home. :D

enthusiasm is quite a lovely book... somewhat sooo related to pride and prejudice which i adore.. hahas

2009-01-23T00:17:00.002+08:00

HaPpY BiRtHdAy DaDdY LoVe!!!
22/jan

with sis's nie's notebook's webcam.. we did a super long video for dad's birthday..
spent hours making and editing the birthday video.. and the results turned out out well.
mom's apple cedar cake is sooo yummy. wait. suddenly i'm craving for it. let me take it from the frigde........

hmmmm.. yummy.! hope mom will make it again for big bro's return from NS tmr..
he looked totally different being bald.. but still good looking. hahas

2009-01-20T21:12:00.002+08:00

Hey.. I am still enjoying being at home.. and are waiting for the jae results. hahas

i wanna post about well people who look like me. that's wat some of my friends are telling me. and these ladies below are the ones they said look alike me... these ladies are indonesian actress.. hahas. their hair are like mine.

heard from sis's friend, nabilah.

and the middle one.. heard from raihanah. hahas

2009-01-16T01:51:00.001+08:00

big bro's coming home today...
can't wait to see him, botak! hahas. :)

2009-01-13T21:31:00.002+08:00

woke u early to play badminton with dear friends. rui ling, si min, mun yee, shuying n yong xiang... play3. n run3 and sho0t3 and talk3...
then i went home to change...

i had help from mrs yeo, mrs tan? n sue bout how to get my results and yes!, i did it. hehe. i went to sch wearing a scarf around my head-hahas. and the person attending me asked whether i'm paying the sch fees for my daughter. hahas. do i look old wearing that, rui ling? hahas. i said no, for myself.. and she was like looking deep at me... so i got my formA and a photocopied result slip. thank god. thanks. i can now apply through JAE.. but....

well.. i'm still confused on wat subjects i would want to take in jc...
arts or sciences.. hmm. geo? econs? physics? chem? maths? which would be H2? H1?.. which should i major in.....
so i think i should stick to the ones i love. which is all of them.. and my o'level results too can't decide for me coz it's all B3s and i dunno of which i'm better at except geo. hahas. my english is surprisingly B3 which i never thought of getting tat. i'm a person who is rather a silence one just like my bro.. but i could be soo noisy with my close ones.. hehe
so maybe. H2 - physics, chem, maths
H1-geo..
i can do it. coz i luv these subjects. crazy me.. hahas

gd luck in making ur choices. n hope u'll get wat u want apply for. all the best! :D

2009-01-12T15:48:00.004+08:00

ALHAMDULLILAH!!

i'm so high right now...

went out to hav breakfast with Shuying and Chongyou and Raihanah tag along.. we wait n wait.. i went back home to get my survival kit that sis prepared for me with contained kinder bueno and a very meaningful note.. i luv it lah.. the off to meet them again..

sitting at the canteen waiting again.. mrs phua spotted me and already searching through her purse for $3. hahas. she said "it's a small world" and also hug me?? hahas.. and she was like giving me signs that i did well... but i was still sooo nervous n just gave her a smile..

i was pissed when mrs tan for not giving me my results slip coz.....i did not pay up my sch fees.. hahahas..hahahs.. so i just tell her to show me my results lah.. i saw lots of threes and only one two.. so all my subjects are B3s except for my geog with is A2. haha. i am happy with tat result! which qualify me to jc, and tat's just wat i want.. alhamdulillah..
i called my mum, dad and msg all of my family members..... and then came back to sch with my dad to c mrs tan but she wasn't there so we met mrs yeo :).. she said she'll ask mrs tan to call me n give me my form A tmr. coz without my form A, i won't hav my pin to apply for jc.... oonooo..

sooo.. tat's one problem..
but still i'm blessed! alhamdulillah..!
i had retailed therapy with sis. we droved to sembawang shopping centre(kinda lost and driving in circles haha) and compang too.. we shop till we drop(seriously i could faint)... hehe.

rui ling(one of the top student) just msg me to play badminton with her tmr.. :D

so all the best for ur future.. watever becomes of it..

2009-01-09T13:22:00.002+08:00

visit yjc's open house.. met rui ling and we went in.. we were so early, very.. hahas.
sat at the bench outside yj library, then off to explore.
visit the chemistry lab which was filled with teachers and they seemed kind. ruiling asked so many questions! hahas then met Sandy(primary sch fren) for the first time after 4 years.. her voice was diff, she said mine was too. then we went to the physics lab where students there demonstrated some experiments related to physics(: off to math’s and the teacher looked somewhat like mrs phua. hahas..
Sandy went off to meet her friend so ruiling n I got us a very gd usher who’s a counsellor who knows lots bout his sch thus he talks alot which is well, gd.. we tried archery(ruiling hit a balloon out of luck.. Wow! while i only managed to hit the board, hahas)), tennis(HAhas) and hold a saber 'sword' from fencing..
then we went home.. at least i hav a better understanding bout jc stuffs and all....
thx yjc, mayb i'll join u? hmmm see first...... lol

2009-01-08T21:05:00.002+08:00

dad told me that he got Mrs Phua as a passenger for his Taxi. W0ooh! wow.. lol.
dad: nuaimah
mrs phua: oooh aimah. blahblahyablahya........
hahas..mrs phua owe 3 coz my dad had no change for 50.. so she said she'll pass it to me on Mon. hahas... i miss her...

Musa was supposed to be the 'imam' for our pray coz big bro Khidir's not here. He's the next boy in line.. hahas. however, he was shy... so when my mother was about to start the pray... then 'Ooooooh', Harun's hp which had my simcard in it rang the song 'baa baa black sheep' indian style' which was very funny.. i answered it and it was sha.. i miss her...

in fact, i miss you all!! i wanna hug u all.. lol. so b careful on Mon!.. n Gd Luck.!.

2009-01-08T00:26:00.005+08:00

OH GOD!!..

I AM SO SCARED!!......
results coming out this monday!!!! T-T
oh god..... lets pray i can enter jc....

ATTENTION people!: my hp screen is dead :( .. can't read any messages.. seriously!. so erm. if i did not reply, plz find a way to contact me. call mayb?, but i won't b knowing who's calling too..

Allah, tenangkanlah fikiranku ini..

2009-01-06T23:06:00.003+08:00

i MISS sch... i MISS my friends... i MISS my teachers... i MISS wearing my sch uniform coz i look sooo good in it. every time i look into my closet, i will see two sets of my uniform hanging in there and they remind me of sch..
i miss studying too. miss studying...., crazy me.. i kind of need to refer my notes to teach my bro HCF! n LCM!.. the point is that...., i am KILLing my brain cells every sec!.. lol
he's in AI... not my gang. hahas. he looked big in his big new uniform. he's gonna reach my height really2 soon..

i miss my bigbro already.. woke up EarLy this morning just to hug him goodbye and off he went to his other home...NS.....
one companion gone. at least i still hav my sis.. ErPs..

i've been blogging lately... coz blogger is now my constant companion! hahas...

2009-01-04T23:39:00.003+08:00

thought of changing blogskin..... instead i only changed the colour of my current layout..
are your eyes in pain?? if so.... why not try to relax your eyes by looking far from your window..
hahas.. i'll changed my blogskin, maybe..soon..
helped my youngest brother changed his neopet blogskin to baby mickey.... which led to some conflict on his tagboard(not my fault sey)...lol

i am a maggi expert! -.- cooked maggis asam laksa goreng with onions, salty fishes and a dash of tomyam paste and mom's chilli for some of my hungry members including myself lah..

ps: i forgot...... to wish birthday wishes to some of my friends... so
HAPPY BIRTHDAY to DEC and JAN people!!

2009-01-03T02:10:00.005+08:00

all my siblings are starting their 2009..
Bng khidir gonna leave us n hav his NS this tues..
Kakyah's starts sch this mon..
Musa started his first day being a secondary sch boy..
While Harun was back from sch and slept right away...

AnD I'm Just Sleeping all day long.. waiting for my life to start this year.....
someone please tell me when are the results out?. i am already anxious~
coz people had been asking me tat question alot... lol

This is the first time i did not go to sch when all the schs are reopen..
I miss sch.. I miss my friends...

2009-01-03T01:32:00.005+08:00

Yes i'll say it...
I'm a respectable unemployed person! hahaha.. lol

And i'm still loving every second of my life!!

2009-01-02T15:42:00.002+08:00

hey ya..

HAPPY NEW YEAR!...

wat's gonna happen to me this year??...

well, i just have to keep on waiting ...

keep on waiting.....

2008-12-31T18:57:00.006+08:00

pics of the roadtrip...

waiting for the van in johor..

when it finally came.. we were all soo happy and jumping around.. hahas

the scenery there are beautiful!

powerful waves.. scary

abang's chilli farm

with abang's children..

A&W.. can't find that in singapore anymore.. i just love the ice cream waffle.. just yummy!

The love for my family endures for all time..

wadda?

2008-12-31T18:51:00.002+08:00

I woke up in my bed..:)
And found out that my handphone is dead..:(
So i am now very very sad..:(
But thank god i have a cool' dad..:)

2008-12-30T00:17:00.003+08:00

well..... b4 i upload the pics of the roadtrip around malaysia... i'll upload pics that are in my hp now which i longed to blog about...

let's begin...
guess who.. ... no, is not me this time but my sis with her clever trick of scaring my brothers.. hahas..

and EW..

EWW...

EWWW!!!!!.....

DISGUSTing!!, i know!

mom did not close an empty container(which was used to keep kuih makmur) with the cover which was missing that time when she left it inside the cabinet for like i dunno weeks?.. then mom opened the cabinet(after hari raya puasa on October) and saw many black figuring and quickly closed the container with its cover once she noticed they were moving! and alive!. could you count them??. hahas. mom left them for bout 2-3 months and they were all still alive. ya, we kept them for an experiment to see how long they can live in a container which is pretty long. when are they gonna die!! until we came back from our roadtrip then mom realised that all of them had died along with the oldest as in biggest of them all died first..

i live on the first floor.. what can u expect? my house is full of cockroaches... u b very lucky to find one or two running around at night. hahahahahas...

so lets end my entry with a non-disgusting pic of very cute wrapped chocolates shall we?.. haha.

Life is so fragile..

2008-12-26T18:23:00.005+08:00

One moment you were having so much fun, the next.......

the final day of our trip ended with tragedy and never ending happiness..
25/12/08

my scope of the occurrence......

i was awaken in the van that my dad had rented for these trip and saw that we had already reached Mersing's Air Papan beach. That was the place i finally decided to have a swim at for i did not immerse myself in the previous river and beach we'd visited. the beach had a red flag and the waves were very powerful and hard-hitting that it felt as if we were in a washing machine. Huge waves drowned us and we were tumbling in the water and i came out of the sea laughing breathlessly.. most of us were injured and at times, i had enough and went to the side of the beach to catch some air...most of the time i said "gila hey, takleh angs'.. seeing my sister's face expressions was the most hilarious..
both of my younger brothers had enough and were playing with the sand instead. mom did not join us and was safe in the van.
dad, big bro, sis and me continued enjoying the waves...
but then,... the backwash of the waves kept pulling us further into the sea and my feats were almost could not touch the seabed so my dad told me to swim to the beach. i swam with the wave and pop of the sea and still saw my sister. i was not moving at all..so i used my legs to dig in the sand and my hands to fight the backwash of the waves and finally i was on the safe side near the beach. i turned around wondering where's my sister and saw my brother was helping her out. but my dad was still in the danger zone. i could only see his head. my dad was waving his hand. my brother waved his hand too and went to get my dad. sis and younger bro shouted for the lifeguard. a man in black suit with a float rush into the sea.. and a few more lifeguards did too.. i was praying hard. for a moment there, i thought i was goin to lose my dad or even my brother... but i was sure, they will make it n god's gonna save them.. at that point, a lifeguard was blowing his whistle and signalling everyone to get out of the sea.... a women whom we had laughed at when the waves hit ed her and whom now did not wear the scarf over her head ask me whether the guy who was drowning was my dad? i had a conversation with her when the lifeguards were saving my dad n bro.. i explained to her that the waves were so vigorous and dangerous that we could not fight it. she told me that that morning, a guy was almost drowned too. she also told me the wave got her scarf and i told her that the wave got my 'scop' which i used to cover my head too. the weird thing is that i was talking in her accent, a malaysia-like accent.. i was amazed at myself. i sounded like one of them... hah
and YES.. my dad was saved and he saved the man in black suit who was also saved by his lifeguards coz one of his leg was cramped when he hit the waves.. they had to make a report of the incident..
my dad was out of breath...
i was and i am truly grateful to God for saving my dear Dad.

lotsa events happened on these 5 days(20/12-25/12) roadtrip in a rented malaysian van around Malaysia.. preety sure think that the people there did not know we're from singapore. drove to Pulau Pinang where we visited my relatives whom we last visited 7 years ago. their children had grown up and it was the first time i met their youngest 2 yr old boy.. they had girl-girl-girl-boy.. hehe. all of them were adorable. i had few difficulties understanding wat they were saying to me and i tried to speak their accent. spent 3D2N with them..

the trip was excellent! thank god the weather was fine.. no floods and all..
I could imagine myself living in Malaysia. hahas.. the food's great. we gained weight. i gained 3kg. hahas. the place's great. the scenery n the many huge Mosques there delight the eye. nothing like in Singapore where it is only a concrete jungle. hahas. but hey, i do love Singapore. She's my home. And i'm glad i'm home now. sleeping in my bed. hahas

A successful trip indeed with my dear family which left me with nothing but unforgettable memories..

ps: pics will be uploaded soon.. hehe :D

wat a blast!

2008-12-17T01:27:00.003+08:00

Hey Looo...

my blog's getting rusty... hehe
so here's an update...

spent lotsa time with dear cuzs..
Cucu Tok Ali Union(CTAU)'s sleepover at my place.. only the gerls.. boys were literally out to my other cuz's house...hah. being the CTAU's vice president, i had to be a gd host..

we had Movie Marathon..
watched wild child. very good show indeed, i almost cried.. then we watched only the starting part of Angus, thongs and perfect snogging and stepbrothers but there were 'scenes'( we have under aged children!), thus we closed it.. so we changed the show to the malay show cinta u-turn(quite bored) n then we changed again to watch spiderwick chronicles which is the funniest!. aa great show to end the marathon.. i helped sis with the popcorn making.. hehe...
we had our own 'runway show' and Miss CTAU 2008. haha
then the following day was picnic under cuz's block with lotsa ball games, badminton and cycling.. i was so exhausted with all those activities...

currently i am hook with The Sims 2 Double Deluxe!.. hahas. my Sims are Bella and Edward Cullen from twilight. hahahs. they already had two children n both are pretty boys... my brothers are hook in playing Sims too...

so today, went out with sis and bro to ang mo kio.. visit maybank and did shopping for bro's supplies for his NS.. he's in the police force for NS... the best part was eat chocolate ice cream! woo. hahas..

sis used brother's library card to borrow lotsa books that are for gerls which my sis n me read... hahahaha. imagined my bro reading gerl's book.?? well yaa!. he's reading Prom Kings And Drama Queens now! haha

can't wait for holiday at malaysia this sunday!!

2008-11-28T22:30:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was GREAT..
sis finally drove us around. hahas.
i followed dad, big bro n sis around n i was surprised that the yellow envelope my dad brought along contained our passport.
so.. we went to johore bahru. hahas

watched twilight movie at city square..
the movie is soooo good. i should probably read the book too. hahas
as usual, we bought dvds.. just finished watching Mamma Mia. dad n mom loves it as they knew the ABBA songs n of coz they sing along. haha ~

will b watching all the dvds we bought!
enjoying every sec of the holidays..~
:D (:

2008-11-21T19:12:00.003+08:00

nice rite.. in malay we called this ghost, 'pocong'.. and this pocong is my youngest bro. he's a nightmare.!! hahas.. i've got a video.. i'll upload it some other day. hahas.

after four years, i finally chat with my primary school best friend, Sandy Tan... i miss her. i basically spent my whole primary sch days with her after i found out she lives near me. thus we go to sch n go back home 2gether riding the 800 bus. i miss running to catch our bus with her. hahas.. she wanna go jc too. i hope to be in the same sch as her next yr. hehe..

i thought i want my holidays to be a healthy one... but oh my. i've been waking up at 12 noon or even 3 pm.. i've been spending my mornings - sleeping like a pig. hahas.

so shu ying. aren't u asking me to go jogging with u.? hahas.

i've gone to the library already. n already read 3 books. hehe.

i'm starting to miss the good old days.. (:

2008-11-17T16:06:00.002+08:00

computer games are currently my everyday doings. hahas.
been waking up late... i still hav not jog yet but still i did played badminton. :D i wanna go visit the library some day, the one opened recently at the new building at northpoint. i should do some reading. ya ya...

yesty went to grandparent house. my youngest bro is sleeping over there. my house is so quiet without him n that's why my evil younger bro loves it. no quarrels. hahas. but still i miss him already,.. not!. hahas

bro's PSLE results is coming out soon on thurs i think.. haiz! so fast!!.

for my results, i can't wait....
but i still want to enjoy every sec of my holidays b4 all the fuss starts.. hehe

ENJOY! :D

ps: scroll down.. new stuff added. :)

2008-11-12T14:16:00.005+08:00

after taking one step at a time..........

i finally could jump n fly.........

OMG!!!!

finally it's over.! yahoooo.

now i have to be a housegerl. hahas. will b helping mummy with housework n dad said i had to cook. lol

maybe i should cook homemade curry and ask ruiling to come over. hahas

oh ya. as soon as chem was over, i handed ruiling heroes season 1 n 2. i said Enjoy!.. hahas

i wanna make my holiday a healthy one. i hope i won't fall sick! i will try to get my lazy bum out n jog! hahas. or mayb playing badminton with my brothers or friends. we found a perfect spot near my house to play badminton. hahas :D

i'll miss those days..... :D

k. peace out. n HAV FUN GUYS!!

2008-11-09T00:03:00.002+08:00

picture perfect angle....

i can't believe it..
two more papers!
n i'll b meeting dear classmates n mrs tan right after my last paper ends..
:)

ps: i need to jog!!!
hahahahaha

secondary life.. i'll miss it

2008-11-04T13:17:00.002+08:00

Oh dear Yishun Secondary,

Thanks for the lovable friends, caring teachers, head-filled education and most importantly, the memories...

U will always be a part of me.. I'll nvr evr forget you.

Oh dear Friends,

Thanks for sharing the joys n sorrows of my secondary school life... we started out smilling, laughing and crying... thank you sharifah(almost 7 yrs), raihanah :D, friends of 2e6( i love this class!), all the malay gerls of Mt class, friends of 4e7 :D n so on..... Hope that if we've ever meet in the future, i would still recognise you. hahas! :D

Oh dear Teachers,

Mrs Tan, Mrs Phua, Mrs Yeo, Mrs Ow, Ms Ganda, Ms Lathika, Ms Rohini, Mr Lee(s)...... THANK you soooo much!!.. they are all so kind, caring n definitely supportive! yishun sec's teachers are the best!!..

another ~~chapter~~ of my life has ended...

can't wait for more.... next yr :D

2008-10-24T22:13:00.002+08:00

it's starting. i'm already in it. i can't give up now. no way.
7 papers done,... 6 more to go.. i'm getting the hang of it..

countdown to 12 nov 9am...
the day i'm wearing the school uniform for the last time...

all the best!

On Hiatus..

2008-10-13T13:37:00.002+08:00

Mugging 4 Os....
wish me luck!
I will do all my very best for this imperative exam of mine...

-*nuaimah*

hari raya photos!

2008-10-05T23:32:00.011+08:00

oh. YAY! this hari raya feeling again. i love, love, love!!

:D what's more than celebrating with dearest family.... hehehe

3 major exams this year. PSLE, O and A... wooooh. i'm O. HAHahahaha.
nevertheless we still raya!.. smilling helps alot to put that stress away. hehe.
younger bro's PSLE already started on last fri. tmr's his maths paper. Good luck Musa!.

was soooo busy the night b4 raya.. had to do some shredding of chicken meat, ironing, filling up the kuihs in jars n so on.. my mom's super! super mom!!.

back to 1st day of raya
as usual, went for prayers at ToaPayoh stadium. but i was in MC... again. 2 years in a row. start fasting n end fasting, could not pray. haiya!. thus i'd to sit at the back row with my 'gangs'.

went back home to change to our raya clothes! hee
visit my paternal side first then my maternal...
my dad's sis, my mum's parents.... in which we met lotsa cousins n relatives.
yahayaha
:D

my beloved mum n dad. i love them lah!!

the men n boys of the family. some of my relatives thought my two younger brother were twins.! haha

the gerls. hahas. my sister... whom i called kakyah. one of my relative thought that i was the eldest sister. another asked who's older?. hahas. do i look old? or do i look more matured? lol.. hahahas. my height's almost reaching hers. we haf the same shoe size. even my eldest brother asked from my back, "nice or not?, yah... or aimah? oooh aimah..".. hahas!

my oldest brother. abang khidir.. he's the A..

photo with cik miah n her grandsons, my adorable cuzs.. 1 more cuz coming soon..

what would become of us in 4 years time?... i'll be 20!.. my younger brother will be at my age now n definitely taller than me. hahs! I LOVE THEM!

My dear atok!

my wiseoldman whom i get my wisdom from. the person who brings happiness n laughter to my family.. :D thanks dad! i LOVE u so!

c dad! hahs.
i am so blessed!!.....with such a lovable family.

syukur alhamdulillah
*with them by my side, i'll never be alone.*

2008-09-28T00:11:00.002+08:00

i'm so dissapointed with my results.

i wish i could haf done it better.

but it's too late.

i need to work super hard n smart for Os.

oh god help Aimah. give her good grades!

been helping mum bake cookies.. kuih muih.

in preparation for hari raya.

marble cookies, pineapples tarts, cornflake cookies, cookies covered in chocolate, kuih makmur n lots more.

they are all yummy..

wanna try? jorene? si min? hahas. they came to my house b4, two years back n ate some..

SELAMAR HARI RAYA...

good bye..

i am soooo sick!

2008-09-18T17:02:00.003+08:00

yesty during am paper. i was sniffing n coughing the whole 2 n a half hours.. i was praying for the paper to end. the questions were like soo touch. especially ques 8 n 9. i know they were actually easy but i wasn't able to read the figure... huh? forget it. so went home n sleep.....
already watched some of the dvds. hahas!

it was soo hot. there's no wind. so i dranks lotsa cold drinks which worsen my cough....
ate the cough syrup n it caused drowsiness. thus i slept for 14 hours. seriously like a pig.
woke up with phlegm in my throat. n i 'vomit' it all out. it's so thick, sticky and green. ewww.

thank god i do not need to go to sch today n tmr.. i could finally rest.

2008-09-16T20:13:00.001+08:00

shine on me

2008-09-16T19:52:00.003+08:00

my heart feels so weak if i witness a conflict or a fight....
if i were to b in an argument with someone, especially someone close, i would always be the one who gives in or try to resolve it. if not, then i would just walk away n cry in one corner and talk to god. hahas.

chemistry paper was a tough one. due to enough sleep i manage to do the paper 1 with less difficulties. but then i forgot to read my notes on organic chem during the break. thus was a bit stuck here n there for paper 2. haiz~

nevertheless......
YES!! tmr's my final paper for preliminary exams...
as soon as i reach home tmr, i'm sure i'll be watching lots of dvds.. been waiting to be freeee.
hancock, maid of honour, Xfiles, dark knight, get smart.................... hahaahas..
watched meet dave n spiderwick chronicles already.. indeed both are very good especially spiderwick chronicles coz the boy(who acted in august rush too) is such a good actor...

lol. ok. i'm off to revise for my final paper tmr.... let it end with no doubts. :D

-nuaimah

2008-09-12T20:01:00.004+08:00

4 more papers to go...

today em paper 2 was a headache..

after that i went to library n met chin won n hafiiz.

we need to do the graduation poster 4 the magazine.

we plan here n there. thought of doing a house with our cartoon faces. alo we need raihanah! badly. but she's too sick. thank god chin won found ana's previous cartoon drawings. no more burden to draw new ones. ana's drawing was soo much nicer.. hahas.

went down to get the class list n again thank god i bumped into chong you. coz he had the class photo samples n b4 that we need the class photo 4 reference to our drawings.. he came to the library too to help out.

i felt to sian today. haiz~ witness a fight in front of my eyes.

library was so noisy n there were boys running around. cy said like 'stop running' n suddenly a mad guy came n pushed cy's head. wadda?? i felt like punching at the mad guy who confronted cy. but i need to relax as i was fasting. i tried to stop cy from hitting the mad guy back but mad guy still wanna fight. so cy said settle outside. n they went off leavin the rest of us in 'shock'ness.. it's so hard to not able to do anything when u see violence in front of ur eyes. social studies. i pity those in a war zone. haiz~ if only they could fast n manage their anger. hahas. life would be so calm. :D hehe

so yeah. finished the graduation thingy! wooo.

nice rite..? hehe. work well done! thanks to chin won, hafiiz, chong you n missing in action, raihanah n of coz me. lol. without them, i'm sure our class could not produce this masterpiece. at the very last minute, we did. i appreciate those who help out. not those who just talk n talk but never do.

if anyone complain something is wrong like 'eew my face ugly' or 'why i'm place here', i would punch that person's face. lol. so violent..

okays! have to nice weekend. i will be talking to myself. ey. i'm not tat crazy. will be memorising facts for SS. haiz~

to all Muslims:
take care!

2008-09-08T16:48:00.002+08:00

hey.. i'm relaxing now. although i still have not yet revise for geo test tmr. arrrr

the PRELIMS is ON! yeah baby.. hahas.
was emath paper1 n malay paper1.
i thought micro was mega. how stupid.. 3 marks gone.
thought of staying back n study. but my brain was used up for today. too much thinking? oh no. tmr will be soooo much of thinking.

spent many hours of my september holiday.....*Sleeping*...
yet there was still some revision here n there...

didn't feel the 'feeling' fasting month until i was fit to fast. n that was on the 5th day of fasting month. i luv the feeling baby! finally my jaw can relax n my stomach grumbles. wooh.

may u all be blessed on this special month - ramandan -
Selamat Berpuasa. Sabar ya.

i can't wait 4 .... everything to begin n end~
take care..

lay stress on studies

2008-08-29T15:58:00.003+08:00

relax your senses... feel the wind.... n look at that pretty pink sky..

ooh. how i wish i could get over and done with my examinations and b in uni like my sis right now. hahas. too much stress?? oh no no. i'm not totally stress out unlike some of my friends. seriously they're goin to have a mental breakdown one day. lol. sis said i've been talking in my sleep /sleepwalking lately. even some weird doings that i'm not aware off during my sleeping time. n dad said it's due to stress. what if i tear out my AMtextbk during my sleep n waking up to find many scraps of AM papers lying around. hahas.

yesty was english prelim.. the paper was sooooo hard though i hav a lil confidence here n there. i was doing my revision while my younger brothers were monkeying around. i shut them up n harun said "aimah dunno how to haf fun lah". n i replied, "no time for FUN". n mom said,"ah.... aimah said no time for fun." Musa's having his PSLE n he is fooling around. oh nvm. only PSLE. chicken dodol. he can still hav fun. but for my oldest brother, who's taking his A level.... still playing computer games. hahas. i asked him why... he said,"de-stress". ErpS~~

celebrate ACES day n Teachers' day today.. it was drizzling during the walk around the neighbourhood. A 3 km walk. i think i'm going to use that same route for jogging. wanna jog with me? hehe.

why is it when i hav free time to blog, i don't wanna blog but when i haf no time to blog, i wanna blog?? haiya...

this year hari raya puasa will surely be one of a kind. every year for the fasting month, my family will sit around the table breaking our fast together. however, this year, with sis n bro having class ending late at nite, i'll bet we're breaking fast outside. hahas. n this year, i'm sure i won't have the mood to celebrate as just after hari raya is my O level exams. ouch! 3 major exams in my family this year. as mention, PSLE, O level and A level......... hehe.

ok ok. i'm off again. n this time for real. i've got to make full use of my september 'holiday' for mugging.. as soon as sch starts, prelims start too. ooohuhu.

all the best!!!

On Hiatus..

2008-08-22T16:43:00.003+08:00

hello...

this week had been busy studying and sleeping... therefore no time to blog... hahas.

September's coming.....
which means, fasting month is coming... hari raya is coming...
prelims are coming n then 4 weeks after prelims is O level.... Oh my..

so now...
i would just wish you all in advance..
Happy Fasting.
Happy Hari Raya.
Happy Mugging.
All the best for prelims n the Os..
may all of u be blessed by god...

best wishes,
-Nuaimah

Blog Status : ON HIATUS
ps: I'll be back... :D

aid me

2008-08-12T17:11:00.003+08:00

i'm still shaking...
from the events that happened today in sch..
*the release of mid-yr MT results..
nervous. cracking of knuckles. butterflies in my stomach. was soooo tensed during the overall review talk.. thought i failed or get a C! coz seriously, i don't know why i'm so weak in malay.
but i'm so gratified to God as i've gotten myself a B4.
Happy?? ????? i'm not sure. it's neither good nor bad..
guess i'll be re-sitting. who knows i could get a better grade?... i can do it. come on!!!

then it was my *o lvl english oral.. it was ........ hahas! .........
confidential.~

after today, i've truly felt sooo awake.
oh God help those who persevere.
help me plz!

Keep on running. A few more laps to go!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHARIFAH!

Happy birthday Singapore!

2008-08-08T15:02:00.001+08:00

School celebrate national day cum enterprise day today. My class set up henna and waterbomb booths. The henna designs were brilliant. Although it took a lot of time doing the design but still we have costumer one after another. Hehe.

I came to school earlier today as I have to help up with the setting of booths (some dim-witted people just took our tables) and the distributing of our CLASS-T. The class-t is so dam nice but it’s too national day, as in red and white. At least we got to wear it today for national day. Hahas.

I was supposed to help cut the national day cake today but I didn’t go. The backstage door was locked. Hehe.

I went to the library after the whole event ended and watched ‘a walk to remember’, only the few last part. I watched the show before and it is one of my favourites. I even have the songs like ‘only hope’. N it was only just yesterday that my brother gave me those Mandy Moore’s songs. Hahas. After that I went for oral practice. I just want to be more prepared for oral. I need all the help I could get. My oral’s this coming Tuesday. I’m glad that I’m the second person in my group as I could get over and done with it. As for my Malay result, I hope I’ll be satisfied with it.

All the Best,
-Nuaimah.

pics time! wooo

2008-08-05T17:40:00.007+08:00

mom made it. chocolate cake covered with cream. ;D

from ana n sha. oh i luv "chocolates"! n the love-box is soooo nice. :D

from rui ling. i sooo love kinder bueno!! hahas :D

from jorene, si min n jojo. my oh-so-sweet present. ;D

from mun yee.. toblerone! another fav chocolate brand of mine.. :D

from my bro, musa. it's a comb-mirror. :D my youngest bro gave me a small cute bear. n my oldest bro gave me sweets..

from my aunt. it's a long-blouse. btw, i'm 16 not 17. hahas :D

from my lovely sis. such lovely chocolates!!! n she surprised me with many2 heart-shape-paper-cuttings of year-by-year 'what-happened-to-me notes' in my pencilcase when i opened my pencilcase during chem lessons after pe. :D n i was smilling to myself(crazy) throughout chem lessons. hahas

from my dearest mom...

i describe my birthday this year very chocolaty! n i love chocolates!.. thank you all!! again...

I AM 16

2008-08-04T18:57:00.003+08:00

HEY YALL!
I'M 16!! hahas
happy birthday to me.

i would like to thank all those who wishes me.
thank you thank you thank you...................
Wishes are the best!

12am. ring tones..... rui ling was the first to wish me on my bday hahas. then sha, shuying n ana. thanks ya! but it was my sis who was the truly first person face-to-face to wish me b4 all the msgs came in. n she beats me sixteen time!!. nvr got beaten 4 bday b4. hahas.

i really thought sha n ana gave me chocolates. n the chocolates r 'melting'. hahas. but nope it's a pencil case, comb n mirror 'chocolate'. hehehe
i've got some sneak peak on my presents.
i will only fully open all my presents tonight. hahas. coz my family members all home only at night n tat's when we celebrate. hehe. mom already made my bday cake. super lovely..
thanks mun yee, rui ling, sha, ana, jorene, si min, jojo for the presents! i love it all!. much appreciate!..

once again.
thank you all!

will b continue...... with pics! wooooo....

happy 19th birthday sis!

2008-08-03T15:41:00.003+08:00

celebrate sis's birthday yesterday.
was fun2..!
i've already known some of my birthday presents. mom thought i was 17 yrs old but no no i'm goin to b 16.that was when we were wrapping my sis's presents on 1st august.. then on 2nd august, my aunt came n gave my sis n me presents n mine wrote happy 17th birthday sweet girl. hahas. my mom n aunt... the same thoughts.
---------

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIS!
I LOVE YA!

I'm over with chem SPA n bees

2008-08-01T13:18:00.003+08:00

i was feeling scared all morning.. afraid that i couldn't plan or didn't understand the the experiment n what to do.. butterflies in my stomach..

yippee..
my skill 3 spa assessment finally over. glad that's over.
but only for chemistry.
as for my physic assessment is next week.
......

yesterday the classroom was heated up. soo hot!. probably due to the closing of windows n doors n the smoke that killed the bees. yes. bees! yellow one. super nice. there was a huge bee nest on a tree(duh!) next to the fish pond in the sch garden that was near to my class at the ground level. i never noticed it b4. it was seriously all black n huge. coz after they remove the bee hive, i could c that the tree bark was thin.. hmm hmm..

sis's bday is tmr. what to get for her?

it's the first day of the ghost month. i was abit cranky while doin my spa coz of the smell of smoke...
hope it won't affect my voice for eng oral. coz my throat's starting to itch.

a wish for shu ying

2008-07-29T19:46:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TAN SHU YING!!
may u haf many more years of happiness...

Thank you!

ps: what a strange smile.. not of shu ying but of me.. lol

2008-07-28T22:11:00.002+08:00

today was such a long day but i did not wonder when's the day goin to end...

morning2 sha reminded me of my birthday next week. n oh yar my birthday.. hahas. wow. i'm goin to be 16.. nice no..
somebody's goin to be 16 tmr... happpy advance brithday shuying!

my hand was red after PE...
drank 1 bottle of peach tea during chem...
ate roti boy during recess n drank 1 bottle of soya bean.
eng did oral..
em 1 period. yaay then the other did a survey at computer lab n it was cooling.
geo study..
lunch ate nasi. nvr b4 ate food on plate for lunch. haha
eng did test.
then geo at library all the way till 5... at least there's refreshment n ms lathika's lesson was actually keeping me awake.. or is it the room was too cool?
............

mrs yeo returned back my clothes. it was like sending it to the laudry service. seriously she given it back to me in such good condition. my mom said the the smell of it is sooo nice n asked me what soup detergent mrs yeo used? hahas. fab mayb.. thank you mrs yeo 4 the chocolates, kindo bueno!! arr i luv it lar.. hang on- i'm bueno-ing..

sis is gone for 3 days, 2 nights....
so the room's all mine. but i haf to clean it b4 she come back or not, die. hahas.
sis's alrady in NTU..
i still hav my Os n As to do.. still a looong way.....
but anyway., i'm goin to b 16! that's only a week away! hahas!

2008-07-21T21:09:00.004+08:00

Racial Harmony celebration today.
this yr, i wore chinese..
ana n sha wore indian sari which i nvr wear b4.
n the chinese gerls wore malay. :D

all day just did rehearsal n walk2 around sch with my bare feet. the red shoes were killing me. thx god sha brought extra shoe n it was much more comfy.. oh ya, sha lost her purse with important documents (NRIC) inside. hope someone's kind enough to find n give it back to her...

so anyway while waiting for the concert to start, ana did my hair like pucca n one side was very loose. she was busy make-up'ing' other people so i redid my hair. hahas. i was too cute for my age with tat kind of hairstyle. hahas. i am pucca, the classic look of chinese like wat shu ying said.. the walking was smooth n glad tat's over. prize winners not announced yet.. hope my class win. hehe

so here's the PUCCA look.

glad i don't have to kiss anyone u know like crazy pucca. hahs

k off to the my hws! bye..

2008-07-18T18:03:00.002+08:00

although this week was so busy, yet i felt lazy to do my hws.. but for the ones needed to be handed in, well yes of coz it's done. haha

Everyday from tues till today, i brought malay clothes to school for my dear classmates to wear for racial harmony day this coming monday. it's like going to the shopping mall with al those big plastic bags. i lent my clothes to bout 6 gerls n also to mrs yeo. hahas. n this morning i guess mrs phua just knew that racial harmony was on mon which is the FIRST day of next week. hahas. i asked wanna borrow? but she did not listen. raihanah brought many clothes too so the whole gerls in my class were testing our clothes n are gonna wear them on mon. YAY. si min, jojo n jorene especially are very supportive indeed. :D
n 8 couples from my class will be catwalking on stage...
guess i'm the only one wearing chinese. hahas.

went straight home after rehearsal today n it was a coincidence that i met my family b4 missing them. if not i'll b alone at home. so just came back from accompany my sis to register for her uni course.. hahas
n has the ghost month started already? ghosts were dancing/hitting the ground/paying their respect to their gods?? outside my house. also got some people burnt their erm what is it called?? hmmm.

ok. happy racial harmony! :D

2008-07-11T17:46:00.002+08:00

i was currently on a break from my duties. but then since mrs phua already knew i'm the treasurer, i haf to help collect money..! 4 the june papers. ~~

so first thing in the morning chong you's the first to remind me n give me the money.. oh yar. his birthday's tmr together with kim lei. so Happy advance BIRTHDAY! may u haf many years of happiness..

yesterday i was soo happy to go home earlier on a thursday day. usually go home at 4 '-'. then i spent the rest of my day watching rented vcds.. haha

n today did chemistry spa..
n again end late as in 1 hour late. wow! the indisgetion tablet titration was confusing coz the colour did not change. hahs. but luckily it did change after how times bei er n i re-did it..
thank god no achiever today...
n i don't think i'm goin to nightclass..

2008-07-09T22:27:00.003+08:00

HII!!
sorry. had been busy sleeping n lazy to update..

so here's just some random pic

the youth day present from school. ice cream yogurt!! my fav! strawberry n blueberry. i don't understand why some people hate it. it's SO GOOD! hahas

also. 6/july. Happy belated birthday Rui Ling!

here's my youngest bro's masterpiece. his left-over eggyork with sweer soya bean sauce.. my view is = eww. hahas

n here's mom's birthday cake i was talking bout. soo preety n yummy too.

n wat's this. a random pic taken. it's the shadow of three ninja turtles toys..

sch been so uptight with lotsa assignments. another few for chapters to go for science n the syllabus is done.. n it's all down to revision.

tmr's AM test n i'm busying doing wat.. ooh. better do that paper mrs phua gave 4 revision.. haha

good by everyone!

2008-06-25T19:01:00.003+08:00

21/06/08 was mom's birthday. we bought her a super yummy cake. n haf fun celebrating like always when it's a family member's birthday. i love mom. i know she n dad will always b there for us. their love give us strength.
i definitely wont disappoint them, i hope.

as always, studies come first and formost. for the other not important things, it will eventually come to you n you can get it if you want it when your much older n mature.. after finishing up school as in uni. being a teenager is being responsible of what ure doin coz whatever u r doing now will obiously affect ur adult-hood. so think think b4 u do a thing. hahahas

so yeah tmr's malay oral..
hope i won't 'ar ar ar ar ar'...
god help me...

will b very busy mugging for Os.
so i'm cutting of my usage of internet.(as if, i'll see) hahas.

all the best for o lvl or anything that u're up to...

2008-06-17T15:03:00.002+08:00

14/06
went to batu pahat with cousins n grandparents.
rode the van..
shopping at ayer hitam. hah. bout lots of pillows/mattress n snacks.
got abit lost finding which house was cik wek wek's..
n finally reached there. yay!
some errors from the previous post.
found out that cik wek wek has 11 kids (6 gerls n 5 boys) n also one of her children's engaged not married. hahas. her youngest aged 2 is so cute like i said b4 n we realised he looked just like my youngest brother, harun.. the big eyes n pressed nose. hahas
helped out with the preparation n all.

15/06
waited almost like hours for the toilet. went out to get the cake n also went to the 'kolam air panas' ( hot water pool ). they said it was close by but it was actually quite far even with riding in the van.
the youngest like to watch a video on my phone n kept on replaying it. so i switched my phone off n said 'ooh battery weak'. coz i was scared my hp battery weak.. then after a while he came to me n gave me two batteries n said 'nah untuk handphone'. so smart! i thought he didnt know wat battery means..
also one conversation made me n my cousin laughed so loud!!
i was talking to daniel n one of cik wek wek's daughter bside him. both aged 8.
we were taking in malay..
me: i thought u said u were her neighbour.
d: no no. i am her cousin. cousin and cousin can get marry or not?
me: HAHAHAHA.
n my cousin who was listening to the conversation laughed too..
alot of events happened but i'm too lazy to post it so i will just keep it as memories. hahas. took lotsa pictures as memories tooo. hehe. n i don't think i wanna upload them.
i'm sure we'll b goin there again...

ok ok tats all. i wanna try finish up my heymaths assignments.... only my am n em hw still not complete yet. hehe.
n it's already the last week of school holiday.~

2008-06-13T23:00:00.002+08:00

haiz~
heymath's killing me. hahas.
i've only done 3 assesments but there are a whole lots.
i don't think i could finish them. maybe the very last minute?
oh my. i should b already out of doing things the very last minute. hehe

n yay! tmr goin to kampung, batu pahat.
to cik wek wek's house, the one who has 10 kids. wooh.
i hope her house could fit in bout 10+ more people who will b sleeping over.
going there coz one of her children's getting married.
wedding celebration..

mom,dad n the boys are out to get the rented cars.. n they are back.

ok
peace!

2008-06-05T17:24:00.002+08:00

the future is so bright.
i can't wait for it yet i'm scared to fly off from my safe nest.
although i dont seem worried and all panicky, well i concede it, i am.
i hope i'll be super ready when Olevel starts...
i wanna finish this important chapter of my life with satisfaction.

motivational course once asked what am i fighting for..
so what am i fighting for?,
*SUCCESS!!*
and im looking forward to it. hahas

2008-05-29T13:17:00.002+08:00

Guess Who.? hahas

my brothers ntg better to do than playing the computer.. n a little teddy tag along..

maybe later we're goin to the library.

today had geo extra class. only haf the class turned up. only recap on rivers... tat's all.

i have lots of holiday assignments..!!

bye!

2008-05-27T15:29:00.001+08:00

yesterday was..
O LEVEL MT PAPER!

i hope i did pretty well.
n i wan preety grades..

2008-05-17T02:26:00.003+08:00

weds. 14/may.
OARS award after sch. bike ride with dad to republic poly. the rain was pouring on us. i was wearing jacket so only my legs, skirt and fringe were wet. thought was late but the event starts at 3. so we had 1 hour to kill. ate cheesecakes n ice kacang. hahas. the theater was so cold.!!. i was too cold and had to hold on as i can't escape to the toilet. haha. i was surprised that i was not feeling nervous. i was rather calm. hahas.

thurs. 15/may
the very next day, mr jeremy eng announched bout the OARS award. hahas. n the day went on so full of boredom. all the lessons were like so free. and haf nothing good to do.

fri. 16/may.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUSA DARLING.!
at least he's well on his birthday. he's 12 already. gave him a new house spare key. :D
borrowed a book called 'can you keep a secret?'. i'm haf way through to finish reading it. nice story line bout this girl who told all bout her secret to a stranger on a plane that was about to like crash.. she just blurted out all her secrets to the stranger. and turned out that the stranger was her big boss of the company she worked for. oohh.

heard that my cousins are coming over. sleep over.?

2008-05-13T17:35:00.002+08:00

today get back all the mid-year papers except 4 chemistry....
i thought haf chem today but the time-table changed for today n tmr..
so no chem today but still i got to meet mrs ow. hehe. she said just attend thurs's spa loh. so ok loh. this means i haf to miss tmr's spa revision. :( . but hehe get award! nyahaha. $50. it's better than nothing.

first was english. get back paper 1. my marks were as per normal at range of 15-20. but still never pass. i think my oral help me. i was suprised to get 34/40 for my oral yesty. i thought i talked CRAP! hmm. still i did talk non-stop n that's the key. hahas. i was impressed by zhang zhe. his technology compo marks were the same as my promise compo= 17/30. wow.

then physics. i miss mrs yeo. hahas. i thought i did badly but hey at least i got B3. n tats well good for me. hahas. zhang zhe, crazy lah him get A1. hahas.

for recess ate fried rice from indian kitchen. really haf to complain bout the price. so expensive.!

EM. hmm. i did well for paper 1 but then as for paper 2, hmm. ok lah. again the guy bside me got A1. 90. his paper so nice with all those ticks. jia min haf 96/100 for paper2. wow.

MT. nyahaha. i though i wrote out of point for my compo. but no no. i was sastified with my marks. but that stupid listening compre pull my marks all the way down to B4.. if not could at least get A2/B3.. only 1 person get A1 n that's obiously ana. ;D

combined humanities. ss got 37 n geo got 42... total 79. happy. got A1. i m no longer the highest for CH. hahas. even shu ying had beaten me. she's 82. the highest. wow!

Lunch. met mrs ow. wanna meet ms rohini too bout the pulau ubin trip. she msged me n she never bk coz too busy. ok. hahas. and all the way chat in class..

AM. ohhh ohhh. i just pass. like wat ana said, AM fail, no hope.! hmm.

WAKE UP AIMAH!!.
i'm going to start mugging for Os as soon as june holiday starts!

musa still lying on the bed. at least he's home.

2008-05-12T16:06:00.003+08:00

no God no..

Musa's not fine...
his migrane struck him again.
n the ambulance came just now n took him back to the hospital.
his pain level was 10/10.
Oh God, please help him.
Musa, my dear brother... be strong!

.:story of my life:. ...*simplified*.

wadda?

Life is so fragile..

wat a blast!

secondary life.. i'll miss it

On Hiatus..

hari raya photos!

i am soooo sick!

shine on me

lay stress on studies

On Hiatus..

aid me

Happy birthday Singapore!

pics time! wooo

I AM 16

happy 19th birthday sis!

I'm over with chem SPA n bees

a wish for shu ying

.:story of my life:. ...simplified.